sometimes, i wonder why i've become so numb. i think i've gotten so used to the feeling of failure that it doesnt hurt anymore. like, when people keep emphasising that it's "so easy" and yet i cant get it, i dont seem to care. or at least, i dont want and i dont feel like caring. i know this is the worst attitude anyone can have, but i dont know why im like that. i really want to do gd as a person, but i just dont think im trying hard enough.
i think first appearances deceive.
to cheer myself up, i'll think of CHILLI haha i feel so amused XD
/ 8th WORLD WONDER
Hey world, we're the 8th world wonder yo. Love Always is an awesome group of friends, formed in 2006 and derived from a part of 309'06 Nanyang Girls High School. Proud to declare themselves going strong even now, with regular meet-ups and all.
sometimes, i wonder why i've become so numb. i think i've gotten so used to the feeling of failure that it doesnt hurt anymore. like, when people keep emphasising that it's "so easy" and yet i cant get it, i dont seem to care. or at least, i dont want and i dont feel like caring. i know this is the worst attitude anyone can have, but i dont know why im like that. i really want to do gd as a person, but i just dont think im trying hard enough.
i think first appearances deceive.
to cheer myself up, i'll think of CHILLI haha i feel so amused XD
